It's 1:00am EDT. I am still awake and am not very tired. My husband and I have to get up at 7:00am to go to a doctor's appointment. Yuck. I had to wake up early on Wednesday for my DBT group. I am too old to pull an all-nighter, but I'm thinking if I go to bed now, will I be able to get up in the morning? Probably not.
It's at night that things go bump, I hear things and think someone is breaking in and is going to kill us. The likely hood of that happening are slim to none, but at night I feel a little bit paranoid. I don't like to be awake at night for that reason, but often my dreams are far worse than reality. I have nightmares almost every night. And I usually remember them. My husband thinks I should start a blog about them. I think not.
I'm thinking I might have a kidney stone. I think it's still in my kidney as the pain hasn't gone over a 5 on the pain scale, and if you're ever had a kidney stone, well, you know it's awful when it's moving. I just off the phone wit the on-call nurse and she set me up with an appointment after my husband's MD appointment. Although if the pain gets worse I have to go to the ER. Yuck, I HATE the nearest ER to us, LGH Saints Campus. I prefer Lowell General's Main Campus, but it's further away and the EMTs don't want to go that far. I pray I can manage the pain until tomorrow. (today, whatever.)
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